04/11/2025
back on my grind, if you define grind as looking for a place i can afford to rent. which is fucking nowhere.
i started playing old school runescape, for the nostalgia, and weirdly i've been enjoying it. that could also be described as being back on my grinds, though i get a sense of accomplishment from that one.
18/11/2025
i am very sad. my period has been going for 13 days nonstop. i want it over.
finally figured out how to use image maps. so that's exciting. i will of course abuse this to post my art on the homepage. i guess this is proof i am a real artist. maybe not a successful one. but real all the same.
i still don't have a new place to live and i get kicked out in january.
19/11/2025
i wonder if anyone else wishes their sunscreen started out colourful before drying down clear? this thought is inspired by the glue sticks, of course. i know that it's probably a weird thing to want, but i'm convincing myself there's a lot of people out there who'd like to be sure about their spf coverage. especially in the asia-pacific region. the governments themselves keep reminding us that our sun is brutal compared to the other side of the world.
i think my creative spark has come back. no, not through journalling, but through convincing myself that being bad at art is way more cool and relatable than having a limited but highly refined output. think of it this way: how does your taste and skill become refined if you don't practice refining things?
exactly.
still suck at css and styling though.