hellidays


12/12/2025

i'm definitely not going to post this until tomorrow (editor's note: correct!) because i feel like shit. i have a raging ear infection that i don't know what to do about, and i'm a size too big for all my clothes.

i have yet to update my osrs stats, but that's the only thing i've been doing all week. let's see if i update when i upload this entry.

22/12/2025

i have been thinking about what i would do if i won the lottery. i only buy tickets on significant dates: new year's, family birthdays, when i start a contract.

i think it depends on how much it is. if it's up to double as much as i make a year, it stays in the bank account and gets spent like normal money. if it's over $200,000, i buy myself a flat and bank the rest. if it's millions, i panic.

what, panicking isn't a plan? i think it is if i say it is in advance.

30/12/2025

the weather is hard on my poor computer. it keeps overheating and losing my journal entries.

i've activated my inner hustle culture goblin, after having retyped my rental application cover letter so many times i could be taken for an llm. or two dozen monkeys with a typewriter each.

don't worry, despite how my art store may make it seem, i'm not delusional. i'm looking for data entry, user experience testing.